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Friday, February 16, 2018

I Am Still Feeling Very Sick

   The targeting vamped up, since the first week or so in January, to the point of making me feel too ill and drained of energy. Some days are better than others, but overall, my struggle to survive has become intense and scary. They said they are killing me now and that is what it feels like on some days. I hope our Freedom is restored in time for me and the uncountable others who also suffer through being technologically and covertly tortured...etc.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Honoring President's Day

   When I think of a great president John F. Kennedy is the one who comes to mind, because he stood up against the covert operation that had been, and still is, a serious danger to America as well as the rest of humanity. We need more officials like him - officials who openly stand up for our Freedom...etc. I beg government and media officials, around the globe, to let your Hearts openly stand up for us and the Freedom that still remains too painfully unavailable for too many of us.
   In the 1960s JFK not only stood up for Freedom, but he also shared wisdom that still yearns to be heard and honored. . .

   President John F. Kennedy ~ "I want to talk about our common responsibilities in the face of a danger. . . the dimensions of its threat have loomed large on the horizon for many years. Whatever our hopes may be for the future - for reducing this threat or living with it - there is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity. . .
   The very word secrecy is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are, as a people, inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and secret proceedings. We decided long ago that the dangers of excessive and unwarranted concealment of pertinent facts far outweighed the dangers which are cited to justify it. Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. Even today, there is little value in insuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it. . .
   Today no war has been declared, and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. The survival of our friends is in danger. . .no war ever posed a greater threat to our security. . .for we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means for expanding its sphere of influence - on infiltration instead of invasion, in subversion instead of elections, on intimidation, instead of free choice, on guerrillas by night, instead of armies by day. . .its preparations are concealed, not published. Its mistakes are buried, not headlined. Its dissenters are silenced, not praised. . .  This is a time of peace and peril, which knows no precedent in history. It is the unprecedented nature of this challenge that also gives rise to your second obligation, an obligation which I share. And that is our obligation to inform and alert the American people - to make certain that they possess all the facts that they need, and understand them as well. . .  I have complete confidence in the response and dedication of our citizens whenever they are fully informed. . . it is to the printing press - to the recorder of mans deeds, the keeper of his conscience. . . that we look for strength and assistance, confident that with YOUR help, man will be what he was born to be - free and independent." 

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, February 9, 2018

Please Do Not

Please do not torture me even more, in order to "help" me. I have been through many rounds of this through the past several years - the vamp ups at times when I am at my wits end and am begging for it all to stop...etc., and the pretending it is to help me. This has never helped me! It has only hurt me more and mostly at times when it is KNOWN that I am desperate for the opposite. Please stop this crazy scenario.

Monday, February 5, 2018

Serious Torture Since Friday

   Shortly after a puppet mentioned being protected from the flu with vaccines I was struck with what feels like a very sudden and long microwave attack to my brain, lungs and intestines as well as making my body temp rise. Even if I really do have the flu its not all that for sure. The attacks on my brain have been long and severe....leaving me concerned about brain damage. I have hardly been able to eat anything for four days now. I am so weak and lungs to heavily inflicted its hard to walk even a short distance. I am finding it almost impossible to stay awake in public places where I am now forced to get warm in, which is an extreme danger for me. The heater in my car suddenly stopped working Friday evening, after my body temp went over 102 and the temps outside dropped into the single digits. I don't think this was a coincidence because the heater on my vehicles suddenly malfunctioning, in order to make me suffer in the cold, has been a regular part of the targeting since I was forced to live in a vehicle.

P.S. I have been getting a lot of bleeding through my nose since being effected by something in the four months that they had me trapped in a Lee parking lot in 2016. Its been more severe lately. Are they aiming to finish me off this time? They say they are.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

I am Recovering From Physical Infliction, But am still Struggling

   I am recovering from the last bad physical infliction, but am still in an intense battle with the parasite inflictions and a vamp up in the sexual assaults, which has inflicted painful blisters, and continued threats and attempts to disable my car and dump me in the streets and the  psychological/spiritual/mental/emotional abuse parts of the targeting...etc. The technological  interference with my brain function has been intense lately - yet another round at a strategic time, it seems. The covert messaging stuff is all just too confusing and untrustworthy as to its origins...etc. The situation I am in, aside from the general targeting, feels extremely unstable - nothing solid to depend on...etc. I want it all to end. Who wouldn't? I need good, solid/Overt/trustworthy and stable/dependable help. But I do not know if it will ever arrive for me.
   This is not a new situation. I have experienced ongoing rounds of it, but I do not write much about the inflictions I experience, because they have sometimes worsened when I do and I try to ignore as much as I can, in order to continue surviving it.

The parts of the dream I had in the past few weeks really portrayed what I have been feeling for a long time now.  In the dream I am trying to get upstairs to a bathroom and suddenly find myself trapped on a platform that suddenly starts moving - jerking and tilting  in different directions. It makes me lose my balance and I am gripping the edges of it, hanging on for dear life. As it continues to twist and turn and jerk me in different directions, I get frantic and start screaming at the top of my lungs, over and over and over again, "STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP!" But I don't know if people can hear me. I am so scared that not much sound is actually coming out of my mouth as I continue screaming, "STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP!" Tears surfaced as I woke and thought about the dream. A part of me still wants to cry and scream, "STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP!" Its just how I feel. Who wouldn't feel this way in my situation. A part of me is still crying and screaming, on the inside. . .for myself and other people who are being hurt and are suffering and need Freedom and safety from harm.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, January 27, 2018

I Wish

   I wish the HEART of everything would openly stand up for Freedom from all levels of the covert targeting of humanity, especially the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, not to fight or blame, but to deliver understanding and validation to all victims and hold a compassionate hand out to the individuals and families who are being hit hard. Everything being; every level of law enforcement (local through federal), military and other government places as well as media. . .throughout America as well as around the globe....etc. I wish their Hearts would stand up for us as well as themselves.

Update 1/30/2018; I am just now completing this post, fleshing it into what it was supposed to be - what I had prayed and said in my car before aiming to post it. I have experienced a lot of technological interference with my brain function lately. Yesterday I felt like I had suddenly become retarded all day. Is there any REAL hope for freedom for me? I don't know, but I keep praying for it.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, January 23, 2018

A Bit of Relief From Parastites

Cleaning it up.
   The things I have experienced being helpful, with some of the parasite inflictions is eating raw garlic, taking double doses of sage tincture and rubbing sea water on my skin. I have noticed that, in the past year, BOTH of the supermarkets I frequent have tucked their organic garlic into low and hard to find places, leaving the new (possible ineffective) garlic clearly visible. Similar things have been done with other vital products. My concern extends beyond myself, since garlic (REAL garlic) is one of natures cures for various types of parasites and organisms, which can accumulate without it, especially if people are being intentionally infected. Below are some of the things I have found helpful.

Organic Garlic - for intestinal parasites
Apple Cider Vinegar - for intestinal parasites
 Sea Water - for skin problems
Sage - for ALL parasite problems
Goldenseal - is good for a lot of things

   I wish I could list more. It is hard for a heavily targeted Individual to test products, because the targeting can play tricks like backing off for a while with things that are not effective, in order to make us think they are. Things, like herbs and garlic and ginger can be effected by microwaves being directed at them...etc. Its hard to take care of ourselves when even that sometimes gets sabotaged. But I keep returning to rounds of doing the best I can, even though the general targeting has sometimes vamped up when I do.
    For some things, that we heavily Targeted Individuals have been inflicted with, I have found nothing that works. Literally EVERY time I have tried curing the cuts and bleeding sores in my vaginal area. . .it has gotten a lot worse. This leads me be to wonder if it is all being done with laser weapons. I'm sure some of it is because it has consistently vamped up at strategic times, aside from when I try to heal it. Unfortunately most things can not be stopped until the targeting is acknowledged and stopped and we are protected from further harm instead of falsely labeled as "mentally ill." The parasite stuff is REAL and its hurting us. And it should be stopped.

Fading Ink!

   I've noticed that some places use ink that slowly fades, on receipts...etc. It appears that someone gave me a pen, for a Christmas gift in the late 1990s - a pen that contained ink which fades! Fading ink should be illegal.

"Good" ?

Being good is far better than just looking good

Please BE good


A Little Letting Go

   I have let go of my last post about a dream I had, because dreams are too easy to misperceive, especially under the conditions I am in. I am sorry that I shared it or even put much thought into it. Some dreams are projected with psychotronic weapons and can not be trusted.
   I have also not been writing much about my feelings and what has been being done to me personally, because it seems to make things worse for me. And I am not able to freely feel and process my feelings while still being targeted.
   But I can not hide the fact that this is all extremely difficult for me. No heavily targeted person is alright. We just aren't.
   The core of my work/job/business was about embracing my feelings and focusing on healing and sharing that process. . .and its mostly been either severely sabotaged or forced to be put on hold, especially that which needs to be done within myself, since around the end of 2005. I had explained more about my work in my www.sharonpoet.com website, which recently stopped functioning and no longer shows up on the web. 
    I will continue to do the best I can to use my experiences/wisdom's to help expose the over-all situation. But, deep inside my heart. . .I am hurting a lot. My loved ones have been being hurt too. . .some of them even appear to be completely enslaved/controlled. Have I lost them all? And then there's the rest of the world. . .so much pain being inflicted upon people who do not even know what is happening to them. It hurts just to think about it. Sometimes it all just hurts too much.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, January 19, 2018

Gas Put in My Motor Oil?

  My car has a serious oil leak, as have many of my vehicles. This has been being inflicted by the targeting. (My oil filter was found unscrewed, and bolts loosened in my motor once...etc.) So, I keep oil on hand in my car, especially since the oil leak has been made worse lately. A few weeks ago I suddenly started noticing a strong gas odor, after I had added a quart of oil, which I had stored in my car and had a broken seal on it. After a few REALLY stressful days I came to the conclusion that they probably put gas in that quart of motor oil, because it even smelled different than other oil. The gas smell in my car vanished as the oil leaked out and I added new oil.Glad it was not another problem with my car, but this was disturbing as well.
P.S. After this they changed my oil dip stick to a longer one that read over full when it was really about empty. They switched it back after I noticed what they had done. This was done while I was in a motel that had been offered me in the last couple days of that really cold spell.

Wednesday, January 17, 2018

I've Been Very Sick

   I have been feeling sick since around January 5th. Its not a normal illness and is not from the cold weather. It is from the targeting, which even issued a death threat and appears to be again trying to terrorize me into leaping into enslavement. This is not a new scenario.
   I am feeling a bit better now than I did a week ago. I hope they do not land me in a hospital, which would NOT be good for me and has been one of the aims of the targeting when literally forcing victims to be drugged or abducted and enslaved. I hope they do not succeed with any more of this with me or anyone else.

P.S. I got increasingly better in the next week, but it was a long hall this time and appeared to be to terrorize me into leaping into the covert rescue/enslavement.


 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, January 16, 2018

Marijuana is Harmful

   Judging by things I have witnessed, marijuana blocks people's hearts and probably greatly aides technological mind control. I hope it stops being legalized.

Someone has sometimes blocked my posts, making me have to repost them! It happened to this one.

Parasite Danger

  There are many theories about the cause of symptoms that heavily Targeted Individuals experience. The primary one is of course the "mental illness" thing that the perpertators have been putting out there in order to hide the targeting. Others seem to be to hide the fact that space based technologies are being used to harm humanity. And many victims grope for answers, in order to end the hell, while being fed misinformation and being targeted too heavily to decifer it all. (I have done my share of this.) But after many years of struggling to figure it all out, looking back over past decades of things I've witnessed and experienced, and weeding out the "theories", I feel certain that most of the general symptoms, which us "Targeted Individuals" experience are caused by  technological inflictions of radio waves (from space based technologies, like satellites) directed into our bodies. But there are other parts of it as well.
   Aside from the technological inflictions of pain and what APPEARS to be "natural" illnesses or injuries, it appears that the radio waves can also be used to excite or effect certain types of parasites or organisms, which are put in foods. I think there is an extreme danger, for more than just "Targeted Individuals," with certain types of parasites that are being put into food. I had exposed this concern a year to two ago, but it may have been wiped out of my writings. Please check into it and help expose and stop it.
   There is a type of parasite, which lives in the surface of the skin, that has been being put onto victims heads in public places or on our pillows...etc. I have witnessed and experienced this. Ocean water helps eliminate them. And there are other types of parasites that we are inflicted with as well. This is a part of the targeting that I have often chosen to flip into denial about, so that it does not freak me out too much. But its a horrible reality. I had saved a worm, which climbed out of my skin, a couple years ago, but it was stolen from my car. Some of the inflictions appear to be the types of parasites that are more common in places like Africa.
   If more people were standing up and there were good, honest and aware medical professionals, whom we could turn to for help, it could end much of the mysteries and help all of humanity as well as those of us who have to live with this day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year. . .on top of the other parts of the targeting. Its all just too horribly inhumane.

Please Focus on the Important Basics in my Writings

   There are parts of my experiences with the covert stuff, which I may not have perceived correctly. Sometimes its all just too confusing and sometimes I am being too heavily targeted and/or am too scared too see and write it all clearly. I will correct things after more Light has shone on it all for me, which can not happen covertly. Until then, please focus primarily on the basic info I have shared, like what is on my www.targetedinamerica.com website and in my Calling all Hearts paper. Please do all that you can to help end these horrible holocaustal crimes against humanity. Thank you.

  I am still finding odd html coding in my word documents...etc. I don't know what it does or how to bypass it. I actually tried to share the coding in a blog post, but it kept vanishing. Also, After I found and recently erased some odd documents that were plugged into my websites, my primary website (www.poeticpublications.com) was "flagged for malware." This was actually helpful to me, because it showed things I'd missed. Hopefully it is all removed now and my sites are now safer and more accessible.

Still Calling All Hearts

   I have worked for years in between, and sometimes even during, rounds of heavy interference, in order to make this one page paper as clear and helpful as possible. I hope it helps others to realize what is happening. Please help print and share it.

Calling All Hearts
Last edits done on January 16, 2018

   Most people are aware that radio waves can be sent down to their homes or computers, from satellites, for the purpose of internet access. But most people are not aware that these technologies can be criminally used – that beams of radio waves (microwaves) can also be directed into human beings to disrupt brain and body functions in ways that can range from mild to lethal. Radio waves flooding whole communities, or shot directly into an individual’s brain, can inflict mental numbness, confusion, unusual mood swings and literal brain washings. With certain frequencies, other body functions can be intentionally interfered with in ways that cause physical illnesses, which range from fatigue, physical pain, lung inflictions, cataracts and autoimmune diseases (including lupus), to lethal things like brain damage, cancers, heart attacks…etc. I understand how difficult it may be to believe that this is happening to humanity. It is so outrageously inhumane that a natural response can be to slip into shocked denial, overwhelm, or blind disbelief, but please give it the benefit of your doubt, because this situation needs far more awareness and attention than it has been getting. This is a global crisis, which can accurately be described as a technological holocaust, and it must be fully exposed and stopped as quickly as possible.
   There is documented scientific proof that experiments, on the effects of radio waves (microwaves), being shot into the human body, began around the early 1900s by scientists like Nicola Tesla, who invented X-ray technologies. Around 1961 President John F. Kennedy exposed this crisis to media officials saying, “Today no war has been declared - and however fierce the struggle may be, it may never be declared in the traditional fashion. Our way of life is under attack... we are opposed, around the world, by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means… There is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity." Let’s not let his brave stand and good advice be in vein.
   The late Philip Coppens reported that "In April 1953, CIA’s Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for men's minds. "We might call it in its new form brain warfare.” Hints of this crisis leaked into the mainstream media in the 1970s when part of the MKULTRA and Russia’s microwaving of the American Embassy were reported, but not much has been reported since then.
   The worst of the targeting is the mind control, which is aided by certain types of pharmaceuticals (like antidepressants) that have been being heavily pushed upon humanity and were reported to have been found in many USA public drinking water supplies in 2008. In the secret shadows of a global covert war technological and pharmaceutical mind control has been being used to enslave humanity, through the past several decades. Though the immediate effects of mind control may be virtually unnoticeable to most victims, the long term effects will continue to be devastating to all of humanity if it is not quickly exposed and stopped. Without mental and emotional freedom children cannot mature into whole and healthy human beings. When we are not allowed to freely think and feel and follow our own instincts and Hearts, the natural process of mental, emotional and spiritual growth is impeded or completely blocked. The dangers of even the mildest forms of mind control cannot be over stated. It has been literally destroying the Heart of humanity and must be stopped as quickly as possible.
   The computerized intrusions into, and manipulations of, people’s minds have already been harming too many for too long. Veteran Author, Jim Keith stated that, "Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed into reality by at least the 1960s…” I feel that it was in full swing before the mid-1970s and that it is at the core of most of the problems humanity is faced with today.
   Many blame only “the government,” but victims of technological mind control, and other parts of the targeting, include government personnel and media, as well as common citizens. The sadistic mind control programming has been blocking people’s Hearts and pitting countries, government and citizens, and family members, against each other. We should be uniting to openly stand up against it, instead of letting it continue to pit us against each other. Most people, whether they work in the government or not, would not even consider taking part in torturing people or intruding upon and manipulating people’s minds unless they themselves are imprisoned under that dark control. Most of them are victims too. There are many privately owned satellites, which claim to be only for internet purposes…etc. The field of medicine, from private psychiatry and dental practices to funeral homes, universities, hospitals and especially pharmaceutical companies, have been heavily involved in the targeting from the start. Severe victims have been being inflicted with things that force them into surgeries, where microchips and/or certain drugs were implanted. The microchips, which they implanted into some victims, around the 1970s and 1980s, were large enough to clearly show up in X-rays, but most medical professionals have keep them secret. The chips can now be microscopic.) There are efforts to remove larger chips, in order to hide evidence and I hope they do not succeed. I feel that most of the people who are used in the technological and pharmaceutical enslavement of humanity are completely controlled victims, who may even think they are helping people. If only they knew! The darkest core, of ALL of the targeting, is clearly being orchestrated by a satanic/sadistic group whose leaders remain behind the scenes. (The targeting has also included parasite inflictions, as well as technologically induced “natural disasters”.)

   Part of the targeting includes cruel, covert psychological and physical torturing of people who are less controllable than others. Heavily “Targeted Individuals” are suffering indescribably and are in desperate need of validation, understanding and compassionate help from fellow human beings. Some of these victims have been discredited with false “mentally illness” labels, rendering them helpless, as they continue being remotely tortured. Its just too horribly cruel! Many community members and loved ones, of these types of victims, appear to be either brainwashed into blind disbelief, roped into the dark secret society and used to harass or abduct the victim, under the guise of “helping,” or are completely controlled and used to neglect or harm the victim in other ways. There are forced covert “rescues”, which lead to complete enslavement of victims who vanish after being isolated from possible sources of help. With others, deaths are stage – the victim literally stolen from their life. This has been happening for decades! Many families have been torn apart and/or certain members brainwashed and pitted against each other, in order to inflict discord and pain at strategic times. These families are suffering indescribably. . .each member a victim in various ways. . .and ALL desperately needing their freedom restored along with an understanding, which can enable full recovery.

Never, in the history of humanity, has there been a more crucial time for the Heart of
humanity to rise into a strong, PEACEFUL, public stand for Freedom. Please do so now.

   Please give this information the benefit of your doubt. Print and share this paper with as many people as possible. Gather loved ones and neighbors into supportive groups. Stay as calm as possible and act peacefully. Avoid the sadistic secret society and do your best to follow your own Hearts above all else. Do what you can to protect yourself and loved ones until it’s over, especially those who are being heavily tortured. Do everything you can to help expose and end ALL aspects of the targeting, especially criminal use of technologies and pharmaceuticals. Pray for the full restoration of our Freedom.

ATTENTION GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS; Please investigate the possibility of modes of technological “protection” actually being a sly enslavement. . . and of filters, which bypass the low frequencies used for mind control, being built into radio wave detection and blocking technologies. Please let your Hearts publicly stand up for yourselves and us and the rest of humanity.

Find more information on; www.targetedinamerica.com

   This information is based on things I’ve either witnessed, experienced or sensed since the 1970s. I am Sharon Rose Poet. I was previously known as Sharon LaBree and Sharon Buck. My pen name was Namatari Neachi. My mailing address is Sharon R. Poet PO Box 383, Mont Vernon, NH 03057. www.poeticpublications.com

Please help print and share this paper

Wednesday, January 3, 2018

It WAS a Lost World

It Was a Lost World
Copyright Sharon Rose Poet

Where inflicted illnesses
Secretly raked suffering land
And most were too blinded
To even try to understand;
Where a deceitful darkness
Aimed for complete control
Attacking those who refused
To join its masked show,
And then slyly offered
Escapes to it's evil "home,"
And Doves who cared to see
Either hid or stood too alone;
Where ravens resigned
To being sorely used
Against the suffering,
Tortured and abused;
Where chem-trails covered stars
Which used to shine at night,
And Hawks flew to the left
Instead of staying Right;
Where good appeared bad
And bad appeared good
And nothing worked out
The way to really should.
It has to change.
It just has to!

   Times are tough for me, as usual. And I guess the new scenario, which began as I started trying to find a shelter from the cold, is that I could be declared a "danger" to myself for sleeping in my car in sub zero weather. Is this a new method in the dark push to discredit me with a "mental illness" label and/or have me institutionalized? So I decided to stop asking - that it is best to not tell anyone else I am living in my car in this weather, so they can not be used to hurt me instead of helping me with a warm place. I am braving the cold and am surviving it. I think the worst of it is over now. I hope so anyway.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, December 22, 2017

Heart of Christmas again. . .

Lupus Threat

  It looks like they are threatening to give me lupus again. They had backed off on that form of microwave targeting, and had even tried making it look like I made up the whole lupus thing, after I exposed it to be caused by energy being directed at me in 2006. But, lately, they have been  microwaving me in the same way as what they were doing back then. I hope it stops and that I am protected from further harm, especially since it could land me in hospitals which I feel are HEAVILY used in the targeting and the abductions that stage deaths...etc.
   Aside from the shift in the microwaving of my body, I just got an email from the "Lupus Forums at The Lupus Site," which said, "You’ve been missed." This may seem innocent, as most of the covert targeting does. But lump it in with the energy I have been being blasted with, in the past week or two, as well as the fact that I have not gotten any emails from lupus forums and have not even visited them in MANY years. . . and it becomes a subtle threat. The push is still to try to force me to go to that "home," which pretends to be a good escape from the targeting, but is really complete enslavement.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, December 21, 2017

We Need Them Back

    We need the good preserved and brought back into our world - the good that has been being covertly targeted out of us and our world for too long now.

   I feel that there are many good people who have been being targeted. . .and that Dan Haggerty was another one of many. I feel that he had a very genuine and deep Heart, which is why he was chosen for, and used in, the Grizzly Adams episodes. And I feel that he was targeted for the same reason.

 We need them back - the genuine Hearts that should be preserved instead of hurt.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. Dan died in 2016 and I wonder if its because I had jokingly told those who target me to send me someone like Dan Haggerty, if they were going to continue to try to push me into a relationship. I know how unlikely it seems, but there are just too many weird coincidences going on a round me, and I keep having the feeling that I am probably not aware of most of them.

P.S.S. I just found the information below on wikipedia - an electromagnetic device, which promotes healing of various illnesses. I feel certain that the electromagnetic (microwave) energy, which has been being used to harm us, could also be used to help us, if used in a positive way. Nickola Tesla had talked about giving himself electromagnetic treatment, which he called "life force energy, which "does a body good." Could such devices actually undo damage, that is inflicted by the targeting?  Probably, but it could only have a lasting effect if the targeting were stopped. Interestingly, the article stated that, "Actor Dan Haggerty has appeared in commercial endorsements for the device, although there is no evidence he was aware of the legal and ethical problems associated with it at the time he agreed to endorse it."  
    It also stated that, "Pap-Ion Magnetic Inductor (PAP-IMI or Papimi) is an electromagnetic "energy medicine" device manufactured in Athens. It was invented by Panos Pappas, a Greek mathematician. Proponents claim that the pulsed electromagnetic waves or fields generated by the device have pain relieving properties, cure AIDS, cancer and reduce grey hair and wrinkles. It is also purported to have rapid healing effects, and benefit chronic fatigue, allergies, and fractured bones, among other health problems."  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pap-Ion_Magnetic_Inductor

Wednesday, December 20, 2017

Letting Go

    I have let go of the public sharing of my Into the Light book, until I can do the edits that it has needed from the start. It was never intended to be publicly shared the way it was. I had uploaded it, in 2010, out of a fear for my life, literally, and had not thought about all that was in it.
   I have not had the freedom to completely comb through it and figure out all of the reasons why I have gotten so much flack about the book being on the web. Apparently many different people have had a serious issue with it. But I have re-read enough of it to understand how parts of it could have offended some people.
   I think that some of those who target me wanted this book shared the way it was. I am not sure why. Parts of it may have even been altered by those who have had my computers infiltrated. Its all too much for me to fully figure out and deal with, at this point. So, after much going back and forth and wondering what to do and attempts to explain it, (while still being targeted) I have decided to just let it go until my heart is free to do the proper edits and explanations.

   I am deeply sorry for any distress that my publicly
sharing this book caused other people, as well as myself.

Please read VIP information on;

The first chapter is still at
www.poeticpublications.com/Into the Light.rtf

Monday, December 18, 2017

Heart of Christmas

Please print and pass out this paper

    I've made a few more changes to this paper. Its been hard to put it all onto one page and word it correctly, while being tyargeted. But I hope it is good enough to help. Please let your Heart help us all through printing it and passing it out to people.

Calling All Hearts Paper

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, December 14, 2017

Top of the Trees

Raven still sits on top of the trees.
I hope it gains the Heart to
Not hurt them or me.

But then I was tortured
For daring to see.
Oh, set us free!

Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Fires in California

    It is my understanding that weather modification technologies can literally change the wind direction and intensity. Can't that stop fires from spreading and growing? God, help all those people who are losing their homes.

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

I Think I'll Need Help, But. . .

    I feel that too many genuinely Targeted Individuals have been being discredited with the false "mentally illness" label and this should stop. I feel that the field of psychiatry is heavily involved with the covert targeting. Its one of the patterns in the targeting - to falsely label victims so that no one will believe what is really happening to them...and in order to prescribe the types of pharmaceuticals which aid technological control. I have written about this in previous writings, but feel a need to re-post it due to a continued push that aims to try to force me to go to a mental health facility.  Some  have even withheld financial help...etc., in order to force me to go to a psychiatrist!

   As for seeking professional help for myself, I have been waiting for the hell to end, so that I can start recovering. If that miracle were to happen in my life time, I would probably choose to get some sort of help with healing from what has been done to me. I do feel like it has hurt me too much at this point. But I would not choose a psychiatrist, especially since I've lost trust in that profession and have been standing up against their methods of labeling and medicating, instead of helping people to heal, since around 1999. For myself I would want supportive help from some sort of counselor who is aware of the targeting and is wise and compassionate and has a deep understanding of the need to feel and heal instead of suppressing...etc. I may also choose to attend a support group, with other TIs, if there is one available with a good functional leader. But recovery can not begin until the targeting has genuinely stopped and I am genuinely safe and protected from further harm and am in a private environment that I feel comfortable in...etc.

And, like I wrote a few years ago; Targeted Individuals should NOT have to prove their sanity, on top of all else that we have to deal with, especially not through the profession that is used to help target humanity, and especially not while still being targeted, because things can be manipulated. The technological targeting can be so easily detected and proven.Why is that not being done? I understand that there is a push to hide the fact that it is being mostly done through space based technologies, like satellites. But, no matter what technology is used, it has to be stopped, in order to set humanity free, and this part should be fully exposed so that it can be monitored by many and NEVER gain the chance to start up again.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Another Heavy Nuking

   Since yesterday after noon I am experiencing another round of heavy nuking - the kind that causes me to feel cold although my head feels like its on fire and my body temp dropped below normal.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, December 8, 2017

The Nature of Care

Genuine Care and Help is always unconditional.


Post Office Flag Knocked Down...etc.

   In the past month or two I repeatedly saw a large raven swarming above my post office when I went there. Last Sunday I noticed that the American flag pole had been smashed down. I was told that an old man got a cramp in his leg and couldn't take his foot off the gas. I can not help but wonder if it was a laser weapon that caused his leg to cramp up.
   There was another time, when the American flags were being taken down in places I frequented. At that time the clasps, which held the flag on the pole at my Post Office, had broken. Coincidence? I don't know what the flag stuff means, but it seems to be part of the targeting.

 In the past few decades there have been repeated aims to push me into changing my mailing address, especially after I open a PO box to try to re-launch my business with. But I have been holding strong with the one I got in Mont Vernon around the year 2009, even after the gruesome murder happened there and puppets seemed to be going out of their way to ask me where my address is so they could relate it to the murder.  I have wondered if those who target me had that crime done just for this purpose. I doubt it, but I can't help but wonder.
   Last Sunday a customer was hanging out at my post office and seemed to be trying to provoke me as I did what they knew I'd do - rejected an ad that was placed in my box, while my brain was being lasered into anger...etc. I felt very frustrated, but walked out telling her that I hope she finds her Heart.
   I have wondered if I am getting all of my mail. I've been begging for help on my blog and websites, and after over 200,000 hits on my blog and the last web stats were at about 400 hits per day, I'm surprised that financial help has not been showing up in my postal box. I've gotten tiny bits here and there, like the fifty dollars I got this year. I think most people would want to help a victim who is in my homeless and destitute situation, which has been horribly distressful on top of all else. But I do not know if its the Post Office or my websites or something else that is being blocked.

Tuesday, December 5, 2017


How can a healthy mind retain needed trust
In a world where deception is free to hurt us?

Please lock deception up. 

How Can. . .

How can genuine happiness even survive
In an enslaved world that's barely alive?

Please set it free.

How on Earth?

How on Earth can a soul feel at peace
When all the world is at war
And its hurting you and me?

Please stop the wars and settle into Peace. 

Saturday, December 2, 2017

Article on the Pharmaceutical Control of Humanity

   I found this article written by Ray Williams on "How the drug companies are controlling our lives." Its gives some interesting statistics on the scope of pharmaceuticals being pushed upon humanity. Lump this in with the technological mind control, which is VERY successful on people who take Psychotropic drugs, as well as the fact that technological targeting can produce symptoms that send people running for psychiatric help. . .and we have the holocaust that has been growing for too many decades already. In this article, among other interesting things, Ray Williams says, "And what is the most profitable area of drug sales? Psychotropic drugs. Mood altering and behavior modifying drugs aimed at brain chemistry. Worldwide sales of antidepressants, stimulants, antianxiety and antipsychotic drugs exceed $82 billion a year as of 2003." I have not read all of the article, but have read enough to feel that it could help people to realize some of what is happening in the holocaustal targeting of humanity. Please read it. https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/wired-success/201105/how-the-drug-companies-are-controlling-our-lives-part-1
   The first paragraph in Ray's article mentions a book which portrays a future of people (children) being conditioned and controlled and that, "All is done in the name of keeping people happy and healthy and free of worry." That future is already here.  And those who want to control humanity obviously either do not realize, or do not care about, how critically important it is for human beings to retain the ability to freely think and feel ALL of the feelings we were born with for VERY important purposes....etc. I feel that the control of children, and even many adults, is already REALLY happening and that many people have already been enslaved to the point of their feelings being blocked and not fully having a mind of their own. The Heart of humanity has been being destroyed. This is NOT science fiction and is NOT futuristic and has already been hurting humanity too much and must be stopped as quickly as possible. I pray that the pharmaceutical and space and ground based technological control of humanity is immediately and completely stopped, in order to save what is left of humanity from further destruction.

P.S.  I also feel that there are already some people who are literally like the walking dead - who can not even physically function without a technological controller. I had a dream, long ago, which warned of cloning and Frankenstein type stuff - bringing dead bodies back to life and remotely controlling them. I feel that this is probably being done by part of the same organization that aims to completely control humanity. I pray that the pharmaceutical and space and ground based technological control of humanity is immediately and completely stopped, in order to save what is left of humanity from further destruction, even if this means the physical death (the putting to rest) of those who are already so dead that they can not function without it. Those who are alive must be saved and those who are already dead should be put to rest.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

"Living in a World of Puppets" song

    I really struggle with the enslavement of humanity. Noticing so many people used as puppets, everywhere I go, often reminds me of how many have lost their freedom and are being used in ways that most of them do not even seem to realize. Sometimes it seems like most of humanity is already enslaved and this feels horrible. I sometimes feel an ache in my heart for them and their loss of freedom, especially the ones who are just kids and are so obviously being used either by their puppet parents or directly through technological mind control.
   Yesterday I started singing while driving and started writing this song. Its not done yet, but here's some of it. . .

Living in a World of Puppets
Copyright Sharon R. Poet

Living in a world of puppets - a world that is not real.
Sometimes I can not stand how it makes me feel.

Living in a world of puppets.
How did life get this way? Only empty words they say.
Who will set them free? Who can? And who is free to understand?

Living in a world of puppets.
Who is that sweet little girl in the row of pale blue coats
Her little mind and Heart looking far too remote?

Living in a world of puppets.
And who is that little boy being tossed around like a toy,
The one kept in lower classes wearing dark sun glasses?

Living in a world of puppets.
What will happen to them? Will they find their Hearts again?
I wish they were who they are - every single one a unique star.

Living in a world of puppets.
What's that pain in my head? Why does that man's eyes look dead?
Was it something he did or said? Can I chose Freedom instead?

Living in a world of puppets.
Why is a laser beam from the sky making that lady, over there, cry?
And who is prescribing her that pill even though she is not ill?

Living in a world of puppets.
Who is holding the strings, while Freedom's bell pretends to ring?
Who hides in that blackest cloud behind a holocaustal shroud?

Living in a world of puppets.
How did life get this way? Only empty words they say.
Who will set them free? Who can? And who is free to understand?

Living in a world of puppets. Wanting them to be Free and real.
Sometimes I can not stand how it makes me feel.

More may be coming soon.

   I picture a video with this, which shows a gray town filled with people on strings, repeatedly singing, "Living in a world of puppets," with no facial expressions. And a woman, dressed in rose colored dress, walking through and crying as she sings the other verses. Then, in the end, the strings get gut and color and expressions return to the town. 

Hidden Files Plugged Into my USB Storage Device

   This is not the first time I have found weird things plugged into my USB storage devices. Some of it is files with weird symbols. Some are hidden, but many are not, so I guess they wanted me to find them. Some have futuristic dates like, "2035" and "2040" and "2063" and "2079" as well as really old dates like from the 1980s and 1990s.
   Many of the files would not let me delete them or remove them from the device or make a copy of them. As I tried to save my personal stuff from the device, I found some of it non functional.
   This was in a device I used in the first three months of 2015, around the time when Dan was killed....etc. This picture here shows part of it. I wonder if it means nothing and is just to make me worry. . .or if it is something important. I don't know.

Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Technologically Projected Tylenol Dream

   In the mid to late 1990s, I had a strange "dream." As I woke I heard the words, "Use only Tylenol." Around that time I was experiencing odd aches in various parts of my body. I now feel that this message was delivered via V2K, from those who target me, and that the aches were technologically induced for the purpose of making me take something for the pain. But, at that time, I trusted it to be a message from God and switched my children and I to Tylenol for all sorts of things. (This is an example of how a lack of awareness of the technological targeting can hurt a people.) Now I know and I don't use Tylenol anymore. I prefer herbs, like I have since the 1980s.

I keep forgetting to post this. But here it is. I finally did it.


P.S. I also had a technologically projected dream that pushed me out of being a vegetarian. And then what may have been another one that told me to eat more bread, but don't know if that meant just the type of bread I was eating or any bread.

Monday, November 27, 2017

I Wish I Had a Free Family

  Over a decade ago I wrote a song which said, "Wish I had a family to share my Christmas with. Its been eleven Christmas days since lonely came to stay. That's a lot of years and lot of lonely tears..." But I now wish I had a FREE family to share my Holidays with. With targeted families, being with loved ones can only be good and meaningful when we are free to love each other and understand each other without interference...etc. I wish we were free. If we were free we would be together.

Seven Years Living in a Car

   People have often asked me how long I've been living in my car and my mind usually goes blank. But I thought about it, although it was hard looking back. And I realized that I have been living in a car, basically full time, since around 2010. My situation hit this point around 2009 as I embarked on a desperate struggle to get back onto my feet financially,  aiming to get other jobs (as my work got sabotaged) and places to live, and had also been intensely aiming at ending the targeting through repeatedly reporting parts that were VERY provable at that time. During this time I had contacted law enforcement in, California, Utah, Maine and New Hampshire and FBI in LA and Boston. But things kept getting worse instead of better and moving didn't help, but was very costly. There is definitely a pattern of the targeting vamping up after we try to seek help from authorities. I'm not sure why, except that it seems to be to prevent help from being here for us. There was one town where it appeared that the police department may have been being targeted as well. Some of the vamp ups were physically life threatening through this time, including tampering with the brakes and fuel injection system on two of my vehicles. At that time I did not realize the technological (including satellite surveillance) parts of the targeting and that they were watching everything I did and every place I went for help, including non professional types of places. But I know now.
   In the Spring of 2009, after a serious round of sabotaging left me without a vehicle, without a place to live and with no money, a charity organization bought me a bus ticket from Arizona back to New Hampshire where I went to a loved one's home. But the targeting started vamping up on her, eventually making it too uncomfortable for me to stay there, until I got back onto my own feet. She had demonstrated rounds of extreme mood swings and anger toward me, as well as other uncharacteristic behaviors. It baffled me at the time. I felt really hurt by it. I was not aware of the technological targeting, at that time. But I now feel certain that she was/is a technological mind control victim and was also being targeted in other ways with little things that kept her in a state of agitation as well as possibly being drugged by a man who suddenly started zooming in on her as her good relationship was being sabotaged...etc. It seemed to be better for both of us that I did not stay there longer than I did. Even that was too much. My presence there appears to have caused the targeting to vamp up on her and make things more difficult for me too. But I was there long enough to get a menial job and buy an old used car, which I moved into.
   After the fall of 2009, I tried two more times to rent a home and get jobs and get away from the targeting, in Maine and North Carolina. The Maine home and jobs quickly ended, on the day before Christmas with a near death experience. I lived in my car through the rest of that winter. (This is when I wrote my "Into the Light" book) The North Carolina attempt to get back on my feet (in the 2010 Spring) ended with severe levels of harassment in one of the places I worked and with the home I lived in being invaded. I've been living in a car since then, (since around the end of 2010) with the exception of just a few short stays in motels.

   Seven years living in a car! That's a long time, especially for someone who was used to owning a peaceful, private, four bedroom country home, like I was, before the targeting started ripping my homes and money and work...etc., away from me. And the worst part is that living in a car for seven years is not nearly the worst of my experiences with being targeted. In some ways, its actually safer for me to live in a car until the targeting is stopped. I am doing the best I can to hang in here. Its hard, to say the least. I am really struggling with it all, at this point. I sometimes escape the hell through fantasizing about life being the way I used to think it was - free and peaceful and homey and kind and safe and filled with my dearest loved ones, especially my children.
   Many of my loved ones have been heavily targeted too, although some do not realize what is happening to them. Some of them are severe mind control victims and I have been worried about them through all this time. It all hurts indescribably, at times - my situation as well as theirs. I am still praying for the miracle that will set us and America and the rest of humanity free.

   After the end of 2010 I continued to try to resurrect my work and also get other jobs, but the targeting continued to sabotage them in multiple ways, making success with anything literally impossible. And my aims for jobs with other people were often used as ways to hurt me even more. Now that I look back, it appears that those who target me have been controlling how much money I was allowed to earn, before the targeting vamped up to sabotage the jobs...etc. I was not allowed to succeed with my work or to use another job to get back on my feet with it. All of this has been extremely difficult. Its shocking how many places they have control of and how many people have been used to help target me. Around 2012, after connecting with TI forums on the web, I started seeing them all as "perps," but I now realize that, though some are criminal types who drug and rape or tamper with brakes or shoot tires on the highway...etc., most of them appear to be mind control victims or unaware puppets or people who had been deceived into thinking that I am a bad person. Sometimes it seems like most of humanity has already been enslaved, to some degree, and is used in various parts of the targeting. Its all hurt beyond any possible description. . .and still does.
   Around the end of 2011 I was forced to set most of my work aside and use part of it to publicly expose the targeting, with the hope of it stopping, but this has also often been sabotaged in various ways, including the targeting of my advertisers. I have not done a very good job with my writings, due to technological interference with my brain and my computers repeatedly being infiltrated...etc. But I have also continued with reports to officials both inside and outside the USA, especially around 2012 to 2015.
   I tried other rounds of jobs in 2012 and was hurt so severely (around November 2012) that it was the last straw for me and I just do not even want to try again until the targeting has stopped and I can recover and I am free to do my work without being hurt and without it being sabotaged in any way or form. Part of "my work" is a registered New Hampshire business since 2007 - Poetic Publications. It has been in full operation since around 2004 and started with a book I wrote in 1999. Some people degrade me for not having "a job" but I do. I always have. There has been a strong, torturous, forceful push for me to completely abandon my writings...etc., and do something else. They have even repeatedly tried to push me into getting a job at McDonalds or Walmart. A wounded little voice in my heart keeps wanting to scream, "I ALREADY HAVE A JOB AND ITS THOSE WHO SABOTAGE IT AND TARGET ME WHO SHOULD BE STOPPED INSTEAD OF MY WORK BEING STOPPED!"

   I'm nearly 60 years old, at this point, and don't know if I will be able to fully recover both emotionally and financially, even if all the targeting were to genuinely stop for me and my loved ones. I have been surviving, the past few years through begging for financial help from a lot of different places, sometimes even from those who help target me. But there are many good people who have helped me too. I have borrowed, and now owe, so much money to so many people and places that I don't know how I will be able to accomplish recovering on every level and paying it all back. Its discouraging.
   I know, "things could be worse," but they should never be worse than this for anyone. . .and they shouldn't be this bad either. They just shouldn't. Its a horrible thing when good hard working people are torn from loved ones and shoved into (and held in) a prison of poverty while being hurt, often even tortured...etc. Its all just too horrible, no matter how its looked at. Yes, "things could be worse," but they should be a lot better. We should ALL be free to live and feel and think and work...etc. We should. NOBODY should be being hurt or controlled in any way or form. Nobody! Absolutely nobody. And I still pray that there will soon be a positive ending, of every level of this hell, for those of us who have been suffering so horribly as well as those who have been drugged and controlled and used in it. I hope our suffering is not in vein - that our reports and sharing of our experiences, helps to set us and America and the rest of humanity free. . .including  helping to deliver the validation, understanding and compassion that is desperately needed by unaware victims around the globe. I hope.

P.S. I was forced to sell the last country home I owned in 2003. So (to me) I have been homeless since then. (Owning my own home in a peaceful, private country location is important to me, because this is what I grew up in and what I had owned from around 1982 to 2003) Between 2003 and 2009 I was back and forth between rentals and my RV, mostly living in my RV and moving around to try to escape the targeting, which didn't work except for short periods here and there.
   I guess I sometimes get a little defensive about my homes and work, due to there seeming to be too many negative opinions in the world around me, which assume that we are not worth anything if we do not have a job or own our own homes. Truth is that even those who have never had either are valuable human beings. But I have had both. I still have a job, even though it has been being sabotaged. And the only reason I don't own a home right now, and am living in my car is because of the targeting, so I should not be judged or blamed for any of it. Living in a car is not nearly as bad as being tortured and harassed and threatened...etc. But there are those who seem to want to make that my fault too. It isn't. None of this is my fault or that of my targeted loved ones. We are all victims of a horrible holocaustal situation that has been hurting too many people and I hope it all ends soon. . .and a good positive way that validates and understands and helps and cares and sets us all free. We deserve that. Everybody does.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, November 26, 2017

Yearn for Freedom's Peace

This is a shorter, more personalized version of the song I wrote a few weeks ago.

Yearn for Freedom's Peace
(Short version) copyright Sharon Rose Poet

Chorus;  Oh dear Lord please set us free.
Wrap your love around us.
Keep us safe. Surround us,
Til Freedom's Peace has found us.
Oh dear Lord please set us free

No more suffering. No more wars. No more locks on Freedom's doors.
No more torture. No more pain. No more lives lost in the rain.
No more stealing of our souls. No more twisted mind control.
No more families torn apart. No more murdering of our Hearts.
No more! NO MORE! No more. Oh please. God, please. No more!


No more suffering all alone - hit by hearts turned to stone.
No more victims forced to fall. No more silence through it all.
No more chains of darkness. No more crazy covert mess.
No more staged deaths. No more gone. No more enslavement "home."
 No more! NO MORE! No more. Oh please. God, please. No more!

Chorus (repeat all.)

All of humanity – all of the world and me.

 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Reluctant Wait

  Today, like may other times, I had to wait at a counter for something, due to being forced to listen to a group of puppets performing a skit to give me covert messages. I wrote this little poem about it.

When your through puppeteering
Things I'd rather not be hearing,
Could you please REALLY help me.
I'm here waiting for you to see.

Projected Dreams of Floods and Loss of Daughter?

   Last night I had a series of dreams, which I feel was most likely technologically projected into my brain. (It was not like my real dreams) These dreams showed horrible floods and the death of a daughter...etc. I beg government officials, around the globe, to do everything in your power to prevent further criminal use of weather modification technologies and space based laser weapons that can cause things like Earth quakes...etc.

   I have sensed that, through some of the technologically induced (or redirected) storms, there may be destruction caused by laser weapons, in ways that make it look like it was the storm that caused it. I hope this stops too.

 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Horrible Round of Torture

   The day before yesterday (Friday) I experienced another painful round of torture followed by swarms of vehicles that appeared to be aiming to pick me up. It started with painful lasering of my head and lower abdomen...sending me running for a bathroom, just to find the porta-potty in the area suddenly missing, forcing me to go to a gas station where I was swarmed by puppets who appeared to expect me to leap into their vehicles in order to escape the pain...etc. It ended with my not being able to stay awake - with my losing consciousness slumped against my steering wheel in a garage station parking lot. I have experienced a lot of this since the middle of 2013 - the torturous aims to force me into the covert rescue - into enslavement, which has been often preceded with a puppet saying that I'll get help "Only in an emergency." Its obviously ALL staged and I want it to stop.

Saturday, November 18, 2017

Yearn for Freedom Book Compromised!

   Yesterday I found that early editions of my Yearn for Freedom book were erased from my storage devices. I do not know why. I replaced it in my publishing company with more added to it, but am not sure if even that is secure. What has been done with the altering of and/or erasing of my writings is a horrible violation, especially since my books are an important part of my job - my business - my work. Please help promote my work so that I can get back onto my feet and try to set myself up to secure it and make it better; Poetic Publications - www.poeticpublications.com

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

I'm Sorry Again

   I am deeply sorry if anything I have written offends good officials who can someday stand up and be here for us. Please understand that there are MANY times when I feel scared and my writings have been a desperate fight for our lives. . . and many times when I am too distressed to put much thought into other perspectives or to realize the full scope of all other things that may be happening...etc. I am not sure if things are getting better or worse (in general), beyond my personal situation. . .and this is disturbing for me. I hope they are better than they sometimes seem. The targeting has too often had my instincts, intuition, heart and even my prayers imprisoned in shrouds of radio waves and tortures and my own states of overwhelm with it all. I have often felt too bound up (imprisoned) and have been slowly disintegrating and I want to be heading in the other direction - to be recovering before its too late. But I imagine this is obvious. I hope that it all stops, and then more becomes clear, very soon. I hope to someday be able to fix and/or explain my writings better on uninfiltrated computers when I am free to do a better job. Until then this is the best I can do. Please excuse my mistakes and overlook that which has been altered by those who infiltrate my writings as well as my life.

 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Even the Squirrels are Against us!

Those darn squirrels keep picking up nuts and burying them!
And there's not many of us left!

Just kidding. But its a symbology of a sad reality that has to stop, especially
since the "nuts" are just people who know too much about the targeting.

Sunday, November 12, 2017

My Vision for America

The Heart of America standing tall.
No longer set up to fail or fall.
A picture of our flag with a Dove.
America peacefully standing for Love.

Freedom's Peace song

   I wrote this song a couple days ago and am still tweaking it. But feel I should share it to help hold the copyright from those who watch and target me. ( updated on 11-15-2017 )

Freedom's Peace
copyright Sharon Rose Poet

Oh dear Lord please set us free
Wrap your love around us.
Keep us safe. Surround us,
Until Freedom's Peace has found us.
Oh dear Lord please set us free

No more suffering. No more wars. No more locks on Freedom's doors.
No more torture. No more pain. No more lives lost in the rain.
No more stealing of our souls. No more twisted mind control.
No more microwave illness. No more pills for forced distress.
No more families torn apart. No more murdering of our Hearts.
No more. NO MORE! No more. Please. God, please. No more!


No more tech induced disasters - help withheld in days after.
No more parasites in our food. No more altering of our moods.
No more victims set up to fall. No more silence through it all.
No more chains of darkness. No more crazy covert mess.
 No more. NO MORE! No more. Please. God, please. No more!
No more staged deaths. No more gone. No more enslavement "home."
Just the kind of homes where love grows - just the kind we all should know.


Help our tears and pain release in the heart of Freedom's Peace.
All around the whole wide world and for my dear little girls.
Oh please set our hearts free. Please, Lord. Please set us free.
All of humanity - all of the world. . .and me.


   I sometimes have visions of video content for my songs and I think this song would fit well with scenes that depict the targeting... scenes of satellites shooting laser beams at people and a doctor giving a microwave victim unneeded drugs and a mother and child being stalked and abducted and families fighting against each other and people suffering in a public that ignores them and wars raging and people being enslaved while thought to be dead and wealthy perpetrators controlling it all - targeting and aiming to control both common citizens and governments...etc. Then, as the chorus is sung, the scenes switch to soldiers returning home, the laser beams being blocked, Light illuminating homes and towns and government facilities that had been shrouded in darkness, the woman and child being saved, families reuniting and hugging each other, people refusing unneeded prescriptions and all the targeting being stopped...etc.

 Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, November 7, 2017


I beg all who are aware of the targeting to let your Hearts
openly stand up FOR us and America and humanity.

Monday, November 6, 2017

Concern for my Children

   I continue to be deeply concerned for the safety of my children. I have received many threats, starting in 2006, that appear to be to inflict harm to my children if I do not leave my life "forever" - if I do not leap into the program that targets us all. In 2006 I had gotten a message, that seemed to be part of a dream as I woke. This message was, "Your children will be OK if you leave." At that time I thought it was a message from God telling me to not live too close to my children so that those who target me will not harm them too. I foolishly moved to New York. I now feel certain that the message was delivered via V2K and that it was really a threat to harm my children if I do not leave - join them. Just a month or so later, as they finished shoving me into destitution, I was approached by a man who told me a story about making a lot of money if I just do one thing. I didn't bite on it because he seemed dark. This is just one of a few similar situations. The push to make me join those who target me has been strong and sometimes torturous and forceful. I'm still refusing and standing up against that darkness, but it has been a dangerous situation for my loved ones as well as myself.
   Since around 2009 and 2010, after I more earnestly started trying to seek help from all levels of law enforcement, including local, state and FBI, things appear to have been inconspicuously vamping up on all of us, particularly the technological parts of the targeting. Much of the initial manipulations appear to have been to prevent help from being here for us and to brainwash my children into thinking that the targeting was not really happening and that I was just "mentally ill."
   Around the end of 2011, after I realized more about the technological parts of the targeting (including mind control) and how my daughters were long term victims too, I had begged them to go to the FBI. I don't know if they did. But I had a dream that my youngest daughter tried to but failed ("fell") in her aim to. If my children had, at that time, even tried to stand on my side it may have made things vamp up on them. They both were, and still are, in dangerous situations where they have no protection and not enough awareness of what has been happening to them. I feel that at least one of them has probably been periodically drugged and possibly even used by those who target them as well as me. . .and that there may be a dark aim to hurt me through hurting and using them and possibly even setting them up to be caught doing something or being used to try to have me put away.
   I had sensed, in 2012, that those who target us were even watching officials in places I had been turning to for help, and interfering and possibly even setting things up to make us look like the bad guys. This may have started as soon as 2002 when I talked to officials about my suspicions about my little brother's death.I am not totally sure of all that has been happening and what the intentions are. There are different ways to perceive almost everything in this confusing mess. I am hoping that it is all made clear someday. But I think a lot of manipulations have happened around my aims to seek help for my loved ones and I since at least 2009, and, judging by a lot of covert messaging, it is possible that there have been set ups to make us look bad in the eyes of some of the places I'd aimed to seek help for us from.
   Around the end of 2013, a man who was trying to get me to agree to leap into the covert rescue and leave my life, name, loved ones...forever, told me a story, which now also seems to have been about one of my daughters and a threat to force me to leave. He said things like,"He's making her do things. . . They will put her in prison and force medicate her."And there have been many covert threats of this since then, especially since 2015. Some of it appears to be about me, but it could be about my daughters too. I am still scared for all of us.
   My daughters and I have desperately needed protection from further harm for more than two decades. I have felt all along, that (like myself) my daughters are still being hurt in ways that are not obvious to even them and it has hurt horribly that I have been prevented from being able to explain things to them and help them to understand, due to them being convinced that I am just mentally ill and that what I say is not true. And obviously, the right kinds of professional help has not been able to be here for us. I hope that my daughters and I are spared from any further distress, of any sort, as quickly as possible.
   I don't want to blame good official help that have not been able to be here for us in the ways that we need it, because I understand this is an extremely unusual and complicated situation and that we are not nearly the only ones who are being hurt by it. But we count too and it appears that there have been many aims to set up or frame not only me, but possibly also my children. And I am still getting what appears to be covert threats to harm one of my children, (and/or me) through the judicial system. These, combined with past experiences and dreams, raises a legitimate concern. . .a concern that has been an almost unbearable pain in my heart for many years now. I beg the heart of all levels of law enforcement to not let us be hurt anymore. We have already been hurt too much. Please protect us from further harm as quickly as you can. I beg all who are aware of the targeting to let your Hearts stand up for us and America and humanity as quickly as possible.

P.S. I hope that all levels of law enforcement become fully aware of how those who target us can  use them in a horrible process of setting up victims, sometimes with the use of drugs and technological mind control. This has probably already hurt too many. I hope the dark forces that target us all are not allowed to succeed with any set ups and are not allowed to do anymore damage to any of my loved ones and I.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.